Early Morning Thoughts :)

Hello world,

Pardon my mood sometimes :). I'm a reader of books, philosophies & quotes so I'd like to bring them up every once in awhile; because with the rush of our everyday life, we forget to sit back and relax and think about what is life actually meant.

Through a series of pain you'll find you're in one of these ...

I'm sure lots of us feeling lonely. Lonely seems to be the best friend of mankind. It does not matter how big is your circle, you will feel lonely. Alone is not lonely. Lonely is when you don't really have anyone to turn to, to talk to, or to cry to.

Smile is best medicine to cure all pain. Perhaps, that's the reason why I always smile :). Not that I'm sad. It's just that I feel, if I smile I make people smile with me too. So It's a good thing ;).

Life is a journey for us to live and learn...and encounter damages. It will toughing us and make us stronger and be smarter. So embrace it.

And be good to others.

Kissesssss

Thank You

For the love that I have had

For the love that I have received

For the peacefulness that I have achieved 

For the bless that I have gotten

For waking up every morning and still being able to feel alive

So thank you :)

I have come to learn that the beauty of life is not just the perfect side of it, but also the struggling side you have to deal with. It makes a person stronger and believe in what one can achieve. My life has been quite an adventure and I don't think it will stop anytime soon. I believe that as long as you live, struggle will always come to you; you just have to have the will to fight it :). 

Like I always say, after the rain there is always rainbow when the sun shining through. It will put a smile on your face when you overcome any obstacle...and be proud of yourself.

In the mean time, if you wake up every morning and your soul is still there you should be thankful.

"Life is a journey, not a destination."

Happy 1 month camniversary!

Hello everyone,

Yesterday was one month anniversary since I started camming on the website. It's like a home to me now that's why I have gone this far to create the blog within one month hehe. I would like to take this moment to thank you to you all who have supported me since the day I started. I have been very blessed to meet quite few people who are kind and adore me for who I am. I am also very glad that you guys enjoy my company and read my blog! I know lots of you don't like reading but make the effort to go on here to stay in touch with me, so thank you!

I normally don't use the word LoVe much, but seriously I love the site. I just simply love it. For those who wonder why I do camming...Well, at first I thought I would try cuz it's a bit kinky. Then I fall in love with it, not because of crazy shit happens on here but because of the dark side of it :). I love getting into people dark side!

I believe that there's no such a thing like: Light is good and Dark is bad. They coexist. Without one another, human being would be in chaos. In my world, there is no judgement even when people do weird shit, just don't kill people for your own pleasure then it's fine  by me LoL. Anyway, enough blabbing for today :)

If you are a gamble - check out my Casino update
If you are a spoiler - check out my WishList
If you are a pervy - catch me on cam laterrrr

Oh, Happy 420 everyone! I am going to the 420 event on the beach and will take some pictures for y'all :)


Kissessss

WishList

Hello Sugar...Dadddd....dddyyy,

I'm feeling like a spoiled princess since I started camming here *-*. Thank you so much to those who always have supported me. It has been a month since I started camming and I am very blessed to meet quite a few people who adore me so much. I have been asked about my amazon WishList which I haven't really got into looking but now I have finally created a WishList. 

Dear Lord & Behold, I just realize I am a bit greedy!!! I have no idea how many items could I possibly buy Q_Q.

Claim: My WishList is intended for those who adore me and bless me with the things I want in life. Spoil me at your own risk! Do not buy it because you want something from me. Spoil me just because you want me to be happy :). I have a way of showing my appreciation. 

Amazon Wishlist 

Yes I am indeed a very good girl...And turns bad just in a matter of second. As for spoilers, you are forever in my heart when you take the time to spoil me with the things I like :). Of course your love will also be reciprocated <3

Good Girl's Wishlist

I am not sure if I am an Angel or Devil...Or Alien! But hey I've never thought to own one of these before, you guys have got me into this! It's your fault!

Yes, you'll be the fist person who get to see me using, wearing the things that you buy for me from this list <3

Naughty Girl's Wishlist

Other Wishlist

There are some items that I can't find on Amazon, so I just post the link here :). Thank you for all the loves <33333333.

I need one of this since the site just implemented the sound. I think it will be fun to vibrate to the sound of tips :].

http://www.lovelifetoys.com/Club-Vibe-3-OH

I also need one of this *-*

http://www.lovelifetoys.com/Lovelife-Cuddle

I hope this one is the perfect size for me since I've bought a few that way too big >.<

http://www.lovelifetoys.com/Sport-Long-Purple-Dil

If you don't want to go through all the trouble of buying and sending, you can send me Amazon gift card instead :). 

You can send to: tialya.xo@gmail.com <3333

Hero Wall

Hero: a man of distinguished courage or ability, admired for his brave deeds and noble qualities.

Update 2020 - I'm back and continue the fun :)

Ninja Hero is for when you miss me and haven't seen me around :) or just randomly want to surprise me with fanmail full of tokeyssssss.

Ninja Hero 

offline tip 100tokeys+ to be my Ninja Hero - ofc there is appreciation is sent via Sn/ig or.. and your name on my Hero Wall for eternity 💫

My "Hero Wall" is for people who are brave enough to tip me while my cam is off or away from cam! Or when I ask for it. Only the braves & the lovelies can do that *-*.

This wall is also based on a foundation of Trust. Sometimes,  I ask for the last tip just because I want to make my goal for the day before going to bed. If I promise your name will be on my wall, you will, the last people who tip me from the moment I ask for the tip.

You deserve the tittle Hero ;). You can be Hero as many time as you want and there will be an "x (number)" of time you tip me every time my cam is off or when I'm away :).

2020 Heroes

2016 Heroes 

Society & Judge

I couldn't agree more with this :).
In my own philosophy in life I find that now we are living in a society that follows the crow or the people who are famous. We copy others' ideas. We think that if the majority of people say it right, that means it's the right thing.

We lose our authenticities.
We lose our grounds just because we don't want others to look at us weirdly.
We follow the trends but we lose our taste
We allow others to interfere with our inner selves.

Even though you may think that you're being yourself, you are not.

Not until you can completely dissolve in your own solution.
Not until you stop the outside force coming into your inner self
Not until you can completely handle your own solution without feeling lonely
Not until you stop needing people and just be happy wether there are people in your life or not

Simplicity is when you just randomly smile when you see other people smile :)

Kissesss

Hi BB - show ass BB

Hello boys and girls,

Happy Friday! I came across this video on Parisontario profile and find it's funny. It makes me laugh so hard every time I watch it. It is so true for us as CamGirls. 

To be honest, because I love talking to people so camming is fun for me but it's also a job. I like entertaining people and I always love getting to know people. I am not sure how it works for other models but from the knowledge that I've learned, lots of cam models quit because there are so many freeloaders who demand without tipping. It is sad for them and sometimes for me too. However, I am very blessed to meet quite few people who adore me. It's an encouragement for me to love logging on and seeing the people that I have gotten to know and hang out with them everyday :)

CamGirls put a lot of efforts into representing ourselves to look good in front of you guys to make you guys feel good seeing us, so a little appreciation toward us is very rewarding for us. I know some of you guys know that, but a lot don't. They see it's as a free chat site (ofc it is FREE CHAT) so they think the girls would show whatever they want to see for FRee. It's like CamModels are robots. It's like we have so much time on our hands that we log on every day just to give them free shows. It is sad because some people are ignorance or they refuse to acknowledge about it.

Tia's Casino

In order to make the room more fun, Tia Casino is open for business {evilgrin}
If you are a gambler, you have come to the right place. Here you won't win money but rather lose it. However, you'll gain in return with requests...and sensuality :) Don't be shy, I don't bite. Only...take your token away =)

 ♥️♣️Tia’s Casino 🎰 is open for business♠️♦️ 

At the Casino - you can have your pants off - it is Normal! Here we play: 

🤟🏻 Spin my giant wheel for fun prize - 50tks 

🤟🏻 Roll dice 🎲- tip 30tokeys to roll numbers of the day or any BOOM 💥 to win 10mins pvt 

🤟🏻 Slot - 20tk - get 3 of any kind to win 10mins pvt. 

Card Play - 20tokeys

- Hi-Lo - 1 player vs 1 player - I pull out 1 card - you can decide if it's yours or mine. Who has higher point win. Ace is considered as 1. King win Queen, Queen wins Jack, Jack wins 10 & so on.

- Blackjack - my most favourite when it comes to play with card :). I'd prefer 4 players to play so I can open 4 cams and see their face expression ;)

- 2 cards - there will only be 2 cards dealt to you. What you see is what you get. Highest number of point is 20.

- 3 cards - there will only be 3 cards dealt to you. The highest number of point is 9, if you get 10 points in 3 cards you are whacked! 
Or you win ultimately when you get 3 cards which is king,queen, or jack. Note: 2 king and a 10 is considered whacked! Easy note: 10 = 0. 

If You "Win", you get to request one of the below:

- Blow a long kisssssss

- A Dance - Funny part is: you can ask me to dance the way you want it (Sexy dance, monkey dance, chicken dance, dog dance, ..any kind of dance)

- Make an animal sound - Dog, cat, goat, mouse

- Puppy eyes begging

- Sing a song! ( I LOVEEE)

- 5 mins topless

- Bewbies Fight (my newest invention!)

- Booty shake

- 10 spanks

- Your name on my butt/ my feet

- Oily titties, feet, bootehhhh

- 10 jumping jacks

- 5 squat

- 5 situp

- downward doggy style LMAO (if you're a yoga freak!)

Or you can save your winning point toward:

5 wins - 1 raffle ticket (if there is an event going on) 

15 wins - 10 mins pvt

20 wins - 15 mins pvt

30 wins - 25 mins pvt

Good Luck!!!!

King Wall

Greeting my lovers from all over the world! (Update 2020- it's been a wild ride)

I have created this "King Wall" to express my gratitude toward the people who adore me and support me every month :). Please don't be discourage if your name is not on the wall. I still appreciate every (gift) tokeys you have given me.

"King Wall" is a special place where I want to publicly say thank you to the person who tipped/pvted me the most of the month. It is monthly announced. So if you're not yet on my wall, you can always make it if you want to ^.^

King Of the Month 👑

-highest tipper/privateer of the month - 

King of the month receive a crown with your huge name on my wall and incentive of the month🤴. 

❤️And thank you to all of my daily tippers especially highest tippers of the day! You make my life a little less stressed everyday💋

I wouldn't be able to do the things I want to do without you all. So please take this moment and I feel proud of yourself for you have done a great thing for a little girl somewhere around the globe that you've gotten to know over the internet. It is my pleasure to get to know you and be a part of your life, of your dark little secret :)

King of the month will get:

- Extra 1 hour pvt with me whenever It is convenient for both of us (we will arrange date & time to do it). You can do whatever you want :). Your suggestion will be taken into consideration :]
- His name is remembered on my King Wall for all time
- Special attention at all time <3

Welcome to 2020 King Wall

Welcome to the 2016 King Wall!

King of the Month - March

Hello everyone,

I really appreciate all of you who tipped/privated me for the last month even though I just officially joined in on March 19th. I have received a lot of loves from you all and I would like to express my gratitude toward my highest tipper of March "amouthful" is the King for the month :).
He literally swiped me away on my 3rd day of camming =p.

King of the month will get:
- Extra 1 hour pvt with me whenever he's online and wants it.
- His name is remembered on my King Wall for all time

Congratulation cowboy!

P.s: I know it's late for me to post this but I have been working on creating the blog as a home for you all to come when you miss me :). So forgive me. Next month for sure everything will be settled. I mean by the end of April :)

Kissesssssss

I'm A Narcissist!

English is my second language. Sometimes I hate it, but most of the time I love it!
Today, I learned the word Narcissist properly. I've heard about it a lot of time but it's never crossed my mind to find what its actual meaning or where the word was originally from.

Someone called me a Narcissist so I had to check the word out haha. I was surprised because I have to admit that, well it's kinda true hahahaha!!!!!

The thing is, self love is nothing wrong with it. Lots of psychologists actually encourage people to love themselves and I have to agree with that. "Love thy self before you can love others" then the love is equal and well balanced. The irony is that if you love someone more than you love yourself, that person will take your for granted.

Narcissism is not a bad thing. Obsessed with yourself is not a bad thing. Only when you look down on others or think that you're above others then it's bad. Other than that, appreciation of beauty is always appreciated :)

You can agree or disagree with me, it's up to you :)

How Custom-Written Story works

I do custom-written sexy story. It will be my fantasy story about you and I. I will write it sensually, sexually & seductively that will make you feel like you're living the story...Like 50 shades of Grey but in this scenario - It will be your story!

Custom-written story is 5000tk per story. What you'll get:

- It's up to 5 pages.
- You can give me the theme of how you want the story to take place etc...I choose how the story ends.
- Plus, you get 5 pictures of me (what I'd be wearing in the story) to make your fantasy come to life :).
- You can choose to let me post on my blog your story or you can keep it to yourself.
- You can choose the name you want me to use in the story

*** The story will only be written once you tip me and it will take me about 7-10 days to complete the whole story with pictures because it's not easy to create a story quickly. I have to feel and imagine it with you so bear "bare" with me :)

Have a tea/coffee and embrace your life :)

 In life we will be hurt or hurt others around us; we just have to live with it and embrace it.

There is no one perfect; You'll just have to find the one who's perfect for you.

There is no forever lasting love. If there is...not until you are in the same grave together.

Live and be openminded about all the possibilities that will come to you. If you are hurt and feel like dying today, just remember that there is always tomorrow and after the rain, the fresh air taste is so much much better :).

Honesty is the key to open all doors.

The difference between honest and "not telling" is that:
- Honest = you don't lie about it
- Not telling = you've never been asked, so you just don't say it haha ( I know I will get lot of spanks for saying it)

Welcome

Hello everyone,

Welcome to my fantasy world!
Perhaps you're here because you have already known about me and what I do. You are instructed to be here because you want to be in my daily life and to know what I do :)

Or those who just stumble upon my blog and curious about what's happening here. Let me introduce myself again.

I am Tia and I'm a cam model. I love the camming world because it's like a little secret world for my sneaky sexuality to be discovered. I know one day I will be discovered by the people I know in real life, but what's going to happen to me? Being judged or given the title of slut ? I will laugh at those who judge me. I am a shy person but at the same time freaky as hell. You'll just have to make the first move. I am still overwhelmed with this little secret world because I've met so many nice people who are not really themselves in normal/daily life but in this cam world they are who they are. Maybe, I'm just a type of person who appreciate the dark secrets of others so I enjoy it so much! I believe people have reasons to do the things they do as long as they are not serial killers then it's all good to me.

I'm a Cam model, Professional masturbater not an Escort. Please do not ask me to spend the night with you and you can pay me, that will just turn me off instantly and I will not want to talk to you again. It does not matter how much money you offer, if I don't like you, I don't like you and I don't want you. Every one has a secret, let your secret be a good one with me. Do not cross the line.

To get to know more about me personally, you can come Here

You can find me on cam Here or you can become a member from Here

This blog is a home for me and everyone else who would like to be a part my little naughty, secret world.

I also do custom-written story. So feel free to IM on camsite if you have more question. I will only take token as payment. It is 2000tk per story. Please read this part of How Custom-Written Story Works


Thank you for visiting <3

Kissessssss XO