Tuesday 17 October 2017

A Girl Once has had a dream

Life changes as unexpected as it is meant to be. We all have a dream once but whether the dream will be pursued or forgotten it's all depended on how resilient we are in pursuing the dream.

Over a year ago, when I started getting into the cam-ming world I had one thought in my mind and that was: to get through this year (20016) and save up to have my soap business going. Then as the time went on, I slowly forgot about my original plan. I was sucked in into the world of camming that I stopped thinking about my actual dream was to open a soap shop. Even though I said that I would be making soap along with camming but I didn't. I made 2 batches of soaps over the year and I didn't really do much with it.

I have been travelling around a bit and I did learn quite a few things from different countries. I believe that, travel is a bless to open door to knowledge and it served me well. I have had the opportunity to learn about the sophistication of the French when they makes things. Everything is so precise and perfect from food to herbal bag, or salt and  then soaps. It seemed I have forgotten about my soap plan, but when I saw the beautiful soap bars in France, I realized that I have to do better. Then Italy, the country of old, so much ancient histories in that country has given me the inspiration for my creation in soap making. Everything is an art in that country. And soap is my art.

Friday 5 May 2017

2016 Diary

I am a junk collector. I collect pretty much a lot of things that I barely use or need. I am working on reducing collecting too much junk to my house. However, when it comes to writing, I always want to save what I have written so I can reread them again. I need to clean up my diary on the profile so I am going to save the 2016 diary writing on here and leave space for 2017 :).

I accidentally deleted more than half of what I wrote from when I joined the site :(. You can read them with me when you're bored hehee. Good memory :).
New blog post soon, i just need to feel it :P

Sunday 26 March 2017

I live to create Memories - Happy 1 year Camniversary

Hello everyone,

I know it's already passed due day for the Camniversary post but today I'm feeling inspired to write something :). One year has gone by so quickly that when I look back, I am still amazed by change that I have gotten. I know I have said this million of times already but I still will say it as long as I live on here <3. I can't thank you enough to you all who have always been there to support me. Ones that have been here at the beginning or ones that I have met along the line; without you all I wouldn't be able to sit and write my blog right now. You guys are my inspiration and my light. Since it has been 1 year, I think I'm ready to share a little bit about my life story to you who care :).

I believe that Personality is something we learn to become as we grow older. It also requires strong will to adapt and the eagerness to learn and to become. The effect of society can affect a child's personality whether it will be very good or very bad. However, it is still up to the child to choose which direction he/she wants to go. 
I am blessed to be able to adapt to the good things and sieve the bad things out of my system. Why I write this? It's because I want you to know that, even when you live in the worst place on earth, you can still become the best person if you want to. You can't blame others for your own being. You just have to have a will to conquer all your fears and weaknesses.

Life has always been an adventure for me since the day I was born. I was born without a dad. I didn't know my dad until I was 10. I lived with my grandma mostly until I met my dad. The memories of my mom were very faint in my childhood. I didn't have mom or dad when I was little. My grandma taught me everything about life. She was the person who had given me the strength to carry on when life got tough.

Sunday 5 March 2017

Happy March! Soon Camniversary :)

Hello Loves,

First of all, I'd like to thank you everyone for following my blog and interested in getting to know me, and be with me every step of the way.
Secondly, it's now March only about 2 more weeks it will be my Camniversary. I will be officially on this Cummunity for a year :) by March 19th.

Time goes fast  isn't it? If you were here with me since the beginning of my camlife adventure you would know that I was in a difficult situation that led me here to discover a new opportunity and the darkside of me. Thought I was in the darkest hole of life back then, but turned out to be the brightest that has been shining on me ever since. I couldn't thank you enough without you all, I wouldn't be here or still be here :). I enjoy every time I log on and see you, talk to you and share with you all the laughter :). Life has been treating me very well. I love every moment of it. I have made so many friends so far. To those who have been there for me, You guys don't know how much I appreciate you guys <3. You are AWESOME! So thank you thank you thank you and thank youuuuuuuuuuuuuu.

I have made many travel plans for myself and I am sure doing it. I want to share with you my life, my adventures, my stories, my memories, my everything because you all are a part of my life. With all the love you guys have given me, I am strong and ready for the adventure that's waiting for me.
I believe that love does not contain just one goal. I believe that when you love someone truly, you want that person to be happy no matter where they go or what they do. You smile when you see the person smile. You are happy just because you see the person happy. Love is not just about sexuality but also about the intimacy that we share with one another. Love is not greedy. Since I've started this life journey, my mind has been opened up more and more everyday. There is always something new for me to learn and witness. Life is great and you guys are Great! You guys are Life...remember that :).

This is a quick note to remind you that you are always appreciated <3<3<3. Life inspires me & you guys inspire me to live life to the fullest :)
My life philosophy will be posted later because I am working on it. I need to get my writing flow. I can only write when the flow hit my brain and need to get out :PPPPP.

Kissess & Hugs