Happines - Is it really hard to find?

Dear friends,

I have been feeling a bit emotional for the past few days. I really appreciate that some of you who have always been there and care for my being. I'd like to share with you one of the piece that I wrote last year this day. Thanks to facebook for reminding me because I can't believe I wrote this :P. I hope you enjoy and feel free to give me your feedback. I love writing as you can see and I want to improve my writing a lot :). I know a lots of you are well educated so please be my mentors and lead me the way <3333333. 

Oct 24th, 2015

We grow up through our journeys of life.
We live, we learn, we experience all kind of emotions that we can feel in our bodies.
We laugh, we cry, we sing, we scream.
Then we laugh all over again. We live and love to find happiness but we fail to realize that happiness is not a fancy thing. It's simple and easy to find but we think too much. We make our lives more complicated so happiness seems to be hard to get.
I remember there was a story I read about a mathematic student. "He was a great student. He was on top of his class. He went to math competitions and won several prices in math. He could solve the most difficult math problem. And one day, a teacher gave a very easy, simple math problem. He tried so hard but he couldn't get it done. His classmate was able to solve the problem in no time. But he couldn't. Then he realized that he had been doing so much complicating math problem that he had forgotten the most basic one..."

Happiness is like that, it's right in front of you if you notice it. If you keep looking for it elsewhere, you will take a long time to find it...Or never find it at all. Sometimes, you just have to be simple to be happy. Sometimes you just have to love to be loved.

King Of the Month - August & September

Please forgive me for being late :PPPP

Thank you so much for your love and support always <3. Funny how I get to put these 2 together. They are crazy but they are adorable. I adore them so much. You may see them on and off just like a flash light; leave me a bunch of tokens and disappear for a few months. I thought they would get lost but then they appear again when I least expect. You 2 are nuts and I love you guys <3 Thank you for being there SOMETIMES to make my day brighter and my heart lighter <3<3 <3

Kissesss

It's half way to October already!

Hello everyone,

I know this is my fault for being such a slacker for the past 2 months. You know sometimes you just want to give up and then other times you are all excited. The thing is, if you keep pushing it forward you will feel the passion again. I have been in a confusing zone it seems and I am not sure if my conscience is clear yet. But I am trying to drag myself to be back to normal again to be back to the time when I wake up every morning I feel excited to get on cam and share my day with you <3. I really need to have a proper schedule to go online because to be online all the time is not good for my mental health and physical health.

I enjoy putting on a good show, meeting new people every day or talking to the ones that I always see. Some of you always make me smile and laugh. For the first time in my life that I feel like I have control of myself and my life in general. Still, I cannot lose my regular day life where I have to see people outside of my cam world. It's been almost 7 months that I get into this lifestyle and I have enjoyed and appreciated every single moment of it because it has brought me to a world that I would never thought of going in and it has helped me to be financially independent. With this being said, I'd like to thank you to all of you who have always been supporting me, big or small, regular or once in a while folks. You guys are my gems <3.

This cam world is addicting, I just can't stay away from it >.<

I look forward to spending more time and getting to know each and everyone of you more and more each other. Thank you for being a party of my life, my under world, my darkest secrest :).

Kissess & Hugssssss