It's half way to October already!

Hello everyone,

I know this is my fault for being such a slacker for the past 2 months. You know sometimes you just want to give up and then other times you are all excited. The thing is, if you keep pushing it forward you will feel the passion again. I have been in a confusing zone it seems and I am not sure if my conscience is clear yet. But I am trying to drag myself to be back to normal again to be back to the time when I wake up every morning I feel excited to get on cam and share my day with you <3. I really need to have a proper schedule to go online because to be online all the time is not good for my mental health and physical health.

I enjoy putting on a good show, meeting new people every day or talking to the ones that I always see. Some of you always make me smile and laugh. For the first time in my life that I feel like I have control of myself and my life in general. Still, I cannot lose my regular day life where I have to see people outside of my cam world. It's been almost 7 months that I get into this lifestyle and I have enjoyed and appreciated every single moment of it because it has brought me to a world that I would never thought of going in and it has helped me to be financially independent. With this being said, I'd like to thank you to all of you who have always been supporting me, big or small, regular or once in a while folks. You guys are my gems <3.

This cam world is addicting, I just can't stay away from it >.<

I look forward to spending more time and getting to know each and everyone of you more and more each other. Thank you for being a party of my life, my under world, my darkest secrest :).

Kissess & Hugssssss